hua.. actually i did want to write yesterday. but i guess the mood was gone in a sudden yesterday. and now i just forget what i wanna write this blog two days ago. hhmmm..
i feel exited and also afraid at the same time rite now. i really exited about my plan to get a job at sg and make good livin there, but i also afraid bout the risks, the changes, and everything. and those are really consuming my mind lately. aaarrrgghhhh.. why can i just live my plan and dream? why should i afraid? my friend that its normal for a person who wants get a job at sg at first time. well, theres must be a first time for everything right?
well, i am not put a lot of trust and hope to my plan. coz, none of them came true. i never do my own plan as i remember. i mean, my plan about my life. ah, such a coward i am. damn.
i just watched an anime movie, paprika. i’ll write my tiny review after this, if im not forget. but, for sure, its a hell of a great anime for me. the main topic is dream. and it hit me, i mean, i asked myself when the last time i had a dream in my sleep? afterall, what is the dream in this tiny little life? well, at least i have a dream that i go after right away.. and i assume you already khow it.. may this world never stops dreaming.